%@&! Happens

%@&! Happens and we all must deal with it. I just dealt with some lately and while it initially breaks us down, it allows us to reflect and discover who we really are. 

I recently drove back to Vancouver after three wonderful weeks in Calgary. It was great being back home, that really is where my heart belongs. But for now I am living in Vancouver, a place I also love. But it is a big adjustment now that I am no longer at UBC. Vancouver this year will be much different than last year. I have to find some work to complement my teaching and focus on my training for ultra marathons.

I stopped by Takkakaw Falls on the drive back to Vancouver. It is good to get out of
the car and stretch the legs.

My shit occurred around missing a job posting, a job that would have been great and I would have had a really good chance of getting. But oh well, it wasn't meant to be. The person who got the job is very deserving and will make an excellent run at it. Hopefully success follows her.

I learned that I need to check the job posting website everyday. My bad. This incident and some very powerful talks with my parents and friends allowed me to reflect on all the other positive accomplishments and paths in my life. I have much more going for me than many people and I am lucky for that. For instance, a big part of my life is trail running and my focus for this year, along with teaching is running ultra-marathons. So, I can really focus on that this year. I also recently. took a canoe guiding course and will be doing some guiding this year around Vancouver. So that is another fantastic aspect of my life. Also, I plan on travelling extensively next year, to Patagonia and perhaps even the Himalayas.

So, one door slammed in my face, shit happens and I was devestated. But I realize that I am not a one dimensional person. I am going to focus on my other dimensions and have some amazing adventures. 

I learned how to use the big canoes. I can now guide people in them.

So I am going to end this post with optimism and I know Vancouver will be great this year, I just have to get used to it. I did manage to get a 35km trail run in today (Sunday) so that was great. I am starting to explore the trails on the north shore and have enjoyed getting lost while finding my way.